I feel like a child in the wilderness.
I feel abandoned,
I feel numb from it all, I feel tired.
I feel pain,
many of us feel that way….
what a shame.

Chrissie
© 6.8.21

As I look, and gaz into the mirror of me,
I pause,
and see me.

My external reflection,
reflects,
seeing my external self.

Yet don’t merry with my inner self,
not the way I see and feel inside.

Yet I see me,
leads me to believe I have an outer me,
and inner me.

Opposite collide,
they collide within.
The Battle,
it and me.

It, is that the real me,
or the old me?
the old me,
verse the real me.

In the mirror,
I see the physical me,
yet yearining to be the inner me.

Battling,
soul vs inner self,
What one wins only God knows.

As I look into the mirror the old me fades away daily,
as I decide to be the inner me from God.

My better self,
best self,
and fight for freedom.

Freedom from it, whatever it is?
It had me too long,
but God’s got me.

As I rise,
I see hope.
I decided to be free,
I decide to live.

Still battling,
and falling.
But I know God will help me.

So I live,
look to God.
I don’t jump ship,
Instead I hold on and be strong.

God will save me,
my spirits will.
My spirits is strong,
so am I.
Enduring it,
hardship like a solider,
you can too,
glory be to God.

The world has nothing for you,
ye Christians,
we’re there lights of the world.

We are the city on the hill,
the flavor,
the salt of the earth,
the sweet smelling fragrance.

The world has nothing for you Christians,
we are the influencers,
so rise,
and
reign,
you’re royalty.

Sparkel like the star that you are,
don’t let the world polloute you,
corrupt you,
dull you,
Shine for God’s glory.

Read your Holy Bible,
daily,
pray daily.

Rest in The Lord,
do through Christ, why?
because you can,
you can do all things through Christ, who strength you.

The world has nothing for you Christians,
we’re in the world but not of the world.

Look to God,
not the problem.
Live Life as much as you can.

Laugh,
and smile,
Dance,
and singing trusting Father God everything will be ok, this too shall pass.

Worry not talk to God, part to him.
Look to God,
not the problem,
For God is almighty, all powerful, God is Greater.

Be anxtious for nothing,
pray to Father God,
let him calm you.

Live Your Life Today,
Look to God,
and not the problem.

Cherish life,
give thanks,
and be free.

Life is a journey,
and experience.
Look to God,
not the problem.

Live life and be free,
live life happily.
YOLO on earth,
live Life trusting God.

Look to the hills,
that’s were your help is from.

People will fail you,
but God won’t.
Look to God,
not things, people or the problem.

Look to God,
Look to God.
Live life
and be free.

Spoken word by Chrissie Christana
©2021

Feeling sad,
feeling low.
could that be my soul though?
or it.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Acknowleging the feeling helps though.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Is it me,
or my hormones,
or it, whatever it is.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Not giving in to it,
I’mmma a overcommer.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Looking to God,
holding on yo.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Not jumping ship,
not allowing myself, my soul to be defeated, pressured, or intimidated.
Being strong and courageous,
that’s my song,
strong and courageous.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
But I must live,
live now as much as I can.
Feeling sad,
feeling low.
Gotta hope,
gotta be strong,
got live yo,
with God I can.
It ain’t gonna win,
sink or swim?
I’m a swim,
God don’t make no quiters.
I was down,
but i’mmma rise out of the water.
out of the cave,
into the marvolious light. By faith,
through Grace I will,
And I can, and will with God,
You can too.

Chrissie
©20.7.21
Spoken Word Live! (With God, YOU can)